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Numb by bambie612, literature

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Numb

The world is black White and grey I had an indifferent day Everything is the same I'm fine I'm fine, I claim. Please please pleas call, I dont feel anything at all. I feel ugly and dumb, Fat and numb. I'm numb to the world Numb to the people Numb to the words The comfort, the happy. I don't feel good I'm absent minded. I did it without any conscious thought Again, I'm numb I don't feel or think. I'm crying but bored, I'm dying. This stinks.

pretty girls by bambie612, literature

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pretty girls

Pretty girls, they come in two. But there's always one, one that's better. That girl is special. She's funny and you. People always look and stare Boys oggle, girls glare. Everybody is jealous. But no, not of me. UR the greatest. Maybe sometimes When ur not around People might like me. But baby your the star! UR the one that goes far! I'll stand in the dust, Don't wait for me babe! Go on, you must.

the lonely girl by bambie612, literature

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the lonely girl

She stands there waiting. For what? You ask. Waiting for the world to turn. Waiting for something-she yearns. Waiting for the slightes creature. To notice her beautiful features. But for now, she waits for death. Why? You ask. Because she is alone, Cold and young and bored and done. Done? With what? With waiting, waiting for someone. To comfort her. Shes done waiting for tears to stop, Done waiting to be at the top. Done with being all alone, Done with being a worn-out clone. All so tired of being sad. Her life has turned out very bad, She reaches out for a hand, There is no hand to grasp. So she lays down, closes her

the drain by bambie612, literature

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the drain

Burning are the tears I cry. Relentless are the days that drag by. Confused is my mind, will I make it? Shattered is my heart- don't break it! Struggling is my family- they misunderstand. Roaring is the voice that screams. Just like the world that teems, With happiness, or so it seems, That I of course cant take part in. Joy is what I cant bathe in. Lonesome is the cold, grey world. Just like my life that swirls, Right Down The drain.

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How To Be Normal by xStage, literature

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How To Be Normal

HOW TO SUCCEED AT BEING A NORMAL TEENAGER: (In 15 easy steps!) 1. The first step in becoming a normal, bland, and spineless individual is very simple. Never think. About anything. Ever. If you have a thought, let it go. Let someone else think for you. Thinking is hard. Let someone else do it. Save your little conformist brain cells for something less difficult. 2. Now let's talk about music. You like unique music? Not anymore! You get to listen to the same generic, repetitive sound that everyone else does. You know, that one beat over and over with the words "Yeah", "baby" and "ooh" being repeated. Lucky you! 3. To be normal, you've gotta

Lonely Girl and Somebody by Hoples, literature

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Lonely Girl and Somebody

She was standing there, Lonely girl, Nobody seems to see her, That lonely girl. She knows someday, Somebody will come, She prays upon shooting stars, That somebody will come. She waits there alone, Lonely girl, Everybody passing by, Poor lonely girl. Tears start to fall from her eyes, Somebody see, She cries there alone, And somebody finally comes. She feels warm hand on her cheek, That lonely girl, Looks to see, beautiful smile that belongs only to her, Not anymore a lonely girl. She now smiles more, That somebody can only see, Her heart is not empty anymore, Finally that somebody comes to her.

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Emo Hearts and Suicidal Poetry

Outcasts they tend to call us, The wierd ones, The freaks. But we like to think of ourselves as the special ones With our permanent-marker doodles on our converses Ripped jeans and emo hearts and suicidal poems written in the snow Novels read beneath the covers 'til dawn by light of a flashlight [batteries nearly dead we've used it so many times before] And dancing in the rain Praying to Beethoven And tears at dusk And singing to the stars At the top of our lungs with the car windows open and the night rushing in Or on the top floor of a beach house with the sea stretched out before us "Go home, you lose, good day, sir" Turn ar

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May 7, 2011

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May 5, 2011

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nothing better than sitting down and eating so pinapple yogurt on a F***ING DEPRESSING DAY

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Apr 28, 2011

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1. YOUR REAL NAME:Amber Rose Shan (yea btw i'm not givin my real name ) 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle) Ambizzle 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) pink crane 4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first) Shaam 5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink) Black Sprite 6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name) Maroerhan 7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both